Filed under: everybody's gotta learn sometimes, someday you'll be sorry, the bleeding heart show
we can at all times bend a little, and drink water from the tap. instead, we boil, and after 10 minutes or so, get a nice cup ala central perk, brazillian coffee, twinnings and whatnots, and enjoy that cup of choice on a pleasant, cozy couch. or starbucks, let’s just starbucks.
it’s fine. we’re fine. a million times i’m going to repeat this, he’s a fine man. with flaws. some i can bear, some i can’t. as you know and as you can see, everything is going well.
these tears in my eyes, they are called lonesome. that man is a million miles away. how can lonesome not be my companion?
you know you are appreciated when you feel significant. i don’t feel that way. i crossed the ocean, 13 bloody hours one way journey, just to see that man, and was deported back home. i came back and applied for a visit visa, crossed the ocean again, just to make him happy, because it was important to him. i can’t even get the man to come back. it’s been a year and a half. i’m not quite where i have him placed in my heart. i’m just not as vital as i thought i’d be.
when a man doesn’t want to be with you, or says that he wants to but can’t, he’s just not that into you. if he wants to be with you, he’s with you already.
you knew this is going to happen. why were you two together at the first place?
i’m not excluded from making mistakes.
you can drink tap water and have all the bacteria in your system, or you can take some time for mango tea, or hot chocolate with orange zest. you can make what you want but make sure you’ll enjoy it in the end. just don’t puke when it’s not as good.
* ben harper & pearl jam – another lonely day
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